Got my little divorce settlement in today, not much but its something..I anticipate the official papers to be in sometime soon as well, thank goodness so I can change my name!
I also changed my screen name because I have a suspicion that XH was looking at my posts judging off some things that I said about a month ago on here...so just in case!
I feel like I am accepting things rather well, in fact I am surprising even myself! I guess with me being in my own place in a new part of the city, everything completely separate from XH, it has enabled me to move on alot easier. At this point I think it is safe to say that we will never get back together and I am finally coming to terms with that, and am ok with it.Actually it doesn't even bother me anymore. I was trying so hard to hang onto someone that is never going to be able to give me 100%, and Id rather be alone and take care of myself if that is the case!Will I have days where I am sad when I think about us? Sure, but its not devastating my life like it was before.
I quite enjoy living on my own with my own space....I can do whatever I want, come and go whenever I want, decorate how I want, and no one to clean up after and take care of except for me. I should have done this a long time ago and I am very thankful that I have the means to be out on my own. Until next time!.......
