Because its hard Puppy

If I was perfect and could do this on my own without making mistakes, I wouldn't be here. But this is hard as I am sure you know. Knowing what to do and having the ability to do it is two completely different things. I know what to do, but I have trouble doing what I know I should do. I think don't I'm the only one on here that has the same problem.

I'm sorry for asking for advice and not taking it, it is very difficult and this is really really fresh for me. Its only been 2 months. I'm sorry if I'm making mistakes, I'm sorry for not having the strength to follow the advice I know I should, Im only human. Its just effing hard.


Me: 25 years young
H: 37
No Kids
M: almost 3 years (anniv coming up Sept 25th)
Together: 4years
Bomb: June 12th, 2009

**LOVE WILL FIND A WAY FOR TWO FOOLS IN THE RAIN**