Everyone, moving on, kimmie, alexn, search4,rinserepeat, coach, sunny dear, julia, donna,addie,coach, fib, kitty Kat, everyone, and my usual suspects -you know who you are- i am not responding to each and everyone, but i am reading, processing your words, thinking, dont think I overlook your words. I am fine. I havent been sleeping and have been loosing weight fast but I am getting better.
My mom feels better. Moving on, you are right. we are living in the same building, one big family, they feel cheated and vilated too. When H's mom died, my mom told him she was there for him, as a second mom. And yes, they were supporting him over me, his profile was calmer and more reasonable than mine, I am known to be more passionate...
I will stay here. My dad is a tragic figure. But as always, he is coming thru for me. Today I told him to trust me. Trust that I will be fine and I will find the way to be very happy no matter what. He said he does.
H is lost. He texts me about the kids but doesnt even call. I will call him to tell him that I am thinking of him and that I know this is killing him. But that I cant help him or want to. He has to face consequences for a lifetime, first time ever. Such a sad love story. And very common too, unfortunately.
Take care all, I'll tan some for you guys also... S
