hello everyone, yes its Jeff from St Louis. I know I haven’t posted in quite some time but I had to cut corners somewhere.
Baseball/Softball season is now over for the kids I’m still playing, only 2 more weeks for me - playoffs. I was running 3 to 4 nights during the week and 1 on the weekend going to games and practices.
(daughter just walked into my office and poured me a pretend cup of tea - yum !!!!)
Oh yeah with all this running guess what the laundry never stops coming, that’s what I have on my schedule for this evening.
The kids and myself are all doing fine, I’ll post new pictures on FB later. We typically head up to the pool on Sundays and spend the whole day up their with friends, BBQing and swiming all day.
I've been so very busy, every weekend is packed with stuff to do, even when I don’t have the kids. I really look forward to those nights I have to myself, but when I get one, I fall asleep on the sofa complete exhausted.
Please excuse me for not posting in quite some time, I wanted to stop by and let everyone or I should say anyone interested that I doing fine as could be expected. I’ve said this over and over, that my situation isn’t anything special, I still have issues, I don’t like talking about my situation to others, it makes me feel uncomfortable, I still harbor anger toward ex-w and her boyfriend. I guess that’s normal, I still pray for you all every Sunday at church; wdid, lwb, puppy, cat, kat, karen, h4h, mc, sara
I pray that God’s plan for me includes a tall blond, just kidding, I would like to meet someone nice though. I also remember to thank God for what I have. I’m very lucky to have great kids, a roof over my head, friends and a job.
Ex-w is still out there, head screwed up, like wdid posted several times, she has issues. I won’t go into details because it won’t do any good. She is going to attend school next year, so she won’t see the kids as much, she use to come over every morning and drive the kids to school, now that isn’t going to happen, typical of how it makes me feel, happy that I don’t have to see her but sad that the kids get short changed,
Please excuse me for not posting, I wish everyone well God bless you all.
There you go and baby here am I Well you left me here so I could sit and cry Golly gee what have you done to me Well I guess it doesn't matter anymore
Do you remember baby last September How you held me tight each and every night Oh baby how you drove me crazy But I guess it doesn't matter anymore
There's no use in me a-crying I've done everything now I'm sick of trying I've thrown away my nights Wasted all my days over you
Now you go your way baby and I'll go mine Now and forever till the end of time I'll find somebody new and baby We'll say we're through And you won't matter anymore
There's no use in me a-crying I've done everything now I'm sick of trying I've thrown away my nights Wasted all my days over you
Now you go your way baby and I'll go mine Now and forever till the end of time And I'll find somebody new and baby We'll say we're through And you won't matter anymore No you won't matter anymore You won't matter anymore
M46 W42 M10.75 years D9, D7, D7, S6 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me New Abbreviation = WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 D final 02/10/09
You are a very special group of people, in the middle of your life you have to deal with this crap, and you all reach out to try to help other people deal with the same issues you are facing, I will never be able to say it enough, thanks for helping me. Thanks for reaching out to me, I truly believe we will all come out of this better people, whether we eventually reconcile or not.
