Newbie (again)

[sgctxok]

I am not moderating anymore, but I have checked, and all I can say is it hasn't been possible in this instance. This is a very caring staff.

[still.struggling]

I hate not knowing anything.

Thanks for checking for us. I just wish we could get some kind of news.

[sgctxok]

I know, me too.

[dday101798]

I'm sorry to all (other than "single again"), but very, very greatful for your concerns.

I had to get away from all this. I suddenly found that posting here was just not letting me clear my head.

I got so overwhelmed and really went to a dark nasty place that I NEVER want to know existed again within myself.

I was just getting it from all directions and really had no desire to keep going on with all this and that it didn't or I matter.

Than the uphill climb commenced. And let me say, I am far better off now. Nothing XW says or does harms or preturbs me anymore, at least so far. We even had a encounter and conversation regarding "us" and her position with OM in recent days at 'our house' that prior would have had me curled up in a ball for days. Not anymore.

So, as they say, sometimes it takes the worst in us to bring out the best in us.

I do sincerely apologize for scaring you all. You are a great bunch of folks I'd love to call friends. I will take the time when I am ready to reply individually. At the current moment I feel a little uneasy being back here and seing the words "divorce" and "marriage", I guess most of the prior problem.

Becoming great again, one little victory at a time.

-Dylan

[kat727]

Thank you soo much for writing. We all very worried about you. Take a break as you need to. we all understand that. Just very glad that you are doing better and were able to come by and say so. Let us know if you need more space.

kat

[mishka422]

Thank God you are ok Dylan. We were very worried about you. If you're going to go MIA again drop a note in here to us so we'll know not to go all P.I. on you.

You were very missed and I'm glad you are getting your PMA back.

[bearsfan45]

WHOAAAAA!!! THERE HE IS!!!! VERY glad you're alright. This is GREAT! Ok, you're a bit of a knucklehead but hey I know what path you're talking about my man. Ok, we will not send over the 'High Life' delivery driver to your place to confiscate your beer....this time. That guy is pretty cool, eh? Listen, my offer still holds by the way. This day has been a real pain in the butt, but seeing your post just improved that.Aye yi yi, what a day.

[karen43]

Dylan, I haven't posted to you before, but I've been checking on you recently and was worried about you also. You have so many that really care about you!!! Thanks for posting an update. I'm so glad it sounds like you're doing better! Karen

[sgctxok]

Yay!!!!


It is really good to know when you need a break from the board and to take it. And to know if you need to leave. I'm glad you are ok!

[hoosiermama]

Dylan--thanking God you're okay. More of us than you realize have been in that dark nasty place you mentioned. It's horrible, and I'm so relieved that you came through it and you're okay. We care about you.