Thanks Cat04, can I ask how you reacted differently. Last night he actually slept in the middle of the bed which he hasn't done in ages and didn't have his arms folded, even lightly rested his arm against me, still not getting too excited or reacting about any small changes as I do not want to jeopardise anything.
He has just left for work and was hanging around me like he wanted to say something or give me a hug just before he went, he gave me a kiss and said see you tonight. His job means six long days a week leaving him one day to purusue hobbies and I am the one getting the blame for his lack of freedom. Why do they do this, blame the innocent party. He is constantly tired and I think more so since his trip away.
He left his car key lying around last night, I was tempted but part of me said to resist that just yet.
I am a very placid person and so is my H, we have never argued, we have had disagreements but not arguments.
I started reading DB last night without him seeing so I stayed up late. Funny he said at about 10pm last night "I am going to bed" and looked at me, I said okay. Normally I would have followed but I didn't I stayed up later as I wanted to read.
I have found a lot of good info on this site and each day I still seem to find more.
I have great hope for us, but I know it will be a slow process and as much as I want to hurry things, I know for success I have to be patient but it is so hard.
