hey Kevin ...I will try my darndest not to be at all bothered by your reply cuz I definetely do appreciate your company and thoughts but just to let you know, I tend to be looking less for advice on things that I stick under the heading of "journal" or "jrnl"
and just like me I didn't even finish reading your reply (the lenthy one) but it started to occur 2 me that you were dissecting my journal thoughts and supplications to the Lord. I wasn't necessarily after that but it is plenty cool.
i will go back and finish reading it. SOmetimes people automatically get the idea on these boards that virtually the only response or reply that they can give (and you are far from the only one ..i am sure i have done the same too)is one from an entirely fix it mentallity. This is often times very definetely missing the point.