trying hard to figure things out

[beepee]

Hi Twist:

I know this is hard but stop snooping. Its self destructive. You're only tormenting yourself, honestly. I did the same thing and it gave me nothing but unnecessary heartache. Don't confront him with anything either, it only pushes him further away from you. Right now, you really have to just let him go.

He will contact you, don't worry. He's your H, he will contact you but not just yet. You have to continue working on GAL and enjoy this time away from him. Learn something new about yourself, go out, have fun with your friends. You have to reach that point where you will be OK without him.

And keep it up with the no contact. If anything, in awhile, he'll be curious as to why you havent contacted him and who knows, he might call you and ask you whats up.