Carlos, Feel it then think thru it. My second son is getting ready to go off to college in two weeks and just thinking about it makes me emotional. I handle it by being grateful, understanding that it is time for him step out, and embracing the opportunities this presents. I can't change the past but I am in control of myself now. You will survive, grow, laugh,love, cry, thrive and persevere. View your pain as the love you feel for your sons, it's healthy and strong. Be glad you are that passionate about your boys. It's a real gift you are giving them and what a blessing they are in your life. I'll take the rollercaster over the merry go round anyday. You can handle it.
Cheers Coach
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.