Maria--
I don't come to this forum (although have known you for a long time), so didn't know all that had happened recently. I hate that you, that any of us, have had to live through this.
I can empathize with the feelings you must be having...yet, you are so much stronger than I was. I know that you will come through this, continuing to grow and be the wonderful person we have all come to know.
I hope that you can block some of what you have read between them while you are away on vacation, and try to stay in the moment with your children. I think the idea of therapy is a good one, especially for the kids, if you can locate something. And I was happy to hear that you were clear on your financials with what will come.

Many hugs and prayers your way...

Donna