I do feel much more in control of my life right now. I think that is a bit difficult for GF to handle b/c I'm completely different from anyone she's ever been w/before.
One of her good friends last night told me that I am "definitely different" and that is what spooks her a bit. Her other long-time GF told me a few weeks ago that GF "loves me, but she's not sure how to do it and wants to do it right."
So, I realize that I'm far more genuine and real than anyone she's ever been w/before, so my challenge is to be patient while I just consistently be me.
It is difficult at times to sit back and wait for things to happen when they are right in front of you, but I know I can't push this issue at all or it will fold up.
GF has told me "I know myself and I'll run" so I just keep telling her that I'll continue to earn her trust w/my consistency and through my actions.
That's the only way to go mainly b/c it is the best way for us for the long haul.
