Hi guys, I am a firm believer that we take/make the time we need. I have no regrets waiting for so long.
I am at my vacation spot. I spent 6 hours in the car silently SREAMING inside. It was a fun ride. I could sure use some time alone and without the kids.
My mom has gone ballistic. Called H, his father etc etc... My dad cries. He asked me to tell my mom to stop. She wont answer the phone.
I called FiL. Told him I cant control my mom. He said he loves me dearly and hates what his son did. He said I can count on him and just for the record, H told him he is history. After reading their mail it was obvious he was trying to cut it off but she was going nuts. He hasnt answered to any of her email for a few months but they have met again and again.
H is devastated. I told my FiL I wish him well and to be happy and content. But that for now, i need time, I cant forgive him.
I am not OK. I will not lie. FIB, I am not afraid. I still have a soft spot for "the man formerly known as H". Sorry if I disappoint you and John.
I dont know what you mean about Bill's posts. I will read them again.
My life hasnt changed. My future seems clearer now. K
