Magnificent

[mishka422]

I know, I know, I know! That's the darned problem though isn't it? My head knows the answer but my heart won't let me ask and I'm not a demanding person so 'telling' him what he's going to do for Marc (and subsequently for me) is just not something I can bring myself to do.

It's me that is the problem and I know that. I just can't get around it. By the time I work my way into being able to do that Marc will be 18 and none of it will matter anyway.