First Piecing Thread

[Hope4us]

Thanks Kat.

Thought I would post since it's been a while and since we're leaving for a week in Myrtle Beach tomorrow morning.

Things continue pretty much the same. W has had some angry outbursts at NOTHING a couple times in the last week, but I just let them go where in the past I would try to rescue her and make her feel better. I just pretty much ignore the outbursts and not long after she's back to normal. Don't worry, not angry at me, just angry at some insignificant stuff.

The other day, W and I were trading some IM's at work and we were talking about how hectic it is in the mornings for me, getting up and ready for work, trying to eat something, all while taking care of two dogs and getting my fix of SportsCenter. She told me she knew how hard it was because she'd done it before when the kids were young. I replied that I know she dealt with hectic mornings for OUR family for a long time while I was already at work and when I was out of town for work and that I never said thank you enough. She replied "stop it" and I replied "no I won't stop it. I took all that for granted and I was stupid to not recognize just how much she did for us and I would never take her for granted again" and she replied with a .

She's been talking more about moving back home next spring/fall. One job she used to have in the Law Dept for our company is coming open in a few months and she talked about how much she enjoyed her job in Law and I told her she could take the job and move back while I stayed here with S17 for the rest of the school year and she said that sounded ok, except she'd have to live with her mom to do it as we can't afford two residences and mom would be ok for oh, a weekend, but after that she'd probably kill her, so no, she'd stay until we all can move.

So that's what gets me the most. She's talking long term, like really long term and it's obvious she wants to be with me, but she still can't bring herself to say "I love you" or wear her wedding rings.

Oh well. It'll come. Just hope I still care when she finally gets there because I can feel it wearing on my soul.

Talk to ya in a week.