Thank you Kara and Ash...

I didn't want to think these were his "real" feelings because it did sting...

Especially since he told others this and not me...

I think they tell me to let me know what has been said in the past few months...

Not that it makes me feel any better that is for sure...

I had a call from my Pastor last night who forced me to put things back into perspective...

I kept focusing on what has been lost and he wants me to focus on what I have...

He said he has been thinking about my husband and I and thinks I need to let go - I am assuming that doesn't mean run out and file for divorce though...

I think he means I need to stop letting these thoughts get in there and consume me...

Apparently I am not doing as good as I thought I was lol smile

Happy thoughts for all (((Hugs)))


May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~