I didn't want to think these were his "real" feelings because it did sting...
Especially since he told others this and not me...
I think they tell me to let me know what has been said in the past few months...
Not that it makes me feel any better that is for sure...
I had a call from my Pastor last night who forced me to put things back into perspective...
I kept focusing on what has been lost and he wants me to focus on what I have...
He said he has been thinking about my husband and I and thinks I need to let go - I am assuming that doesn't mean run out and file for divorce though...
I think he means I need to stop letting these thoughts get in there and consume me...
Apparently I am not doing as good as I thought I was lol
Happy thoughts for all (((Hugs)))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~