Still haven't done it. I'm getting more overwhelmed by the minute.

Air conditioning in my house broke yesterday. The high today is 94 with 45% humidity. NASTY! There is a puddle that comes up in my garage every day that smells like death that I have to clean with bleach if I have time. Otherwise we have to live with the smell. Marc has no clothes to wear to school. He's outgrown everything suitable and I can't buy him any. He has to have a scientific calculator that graphs - thankfully there are lots of them on sale right now but still looking at about $100 for that. Shelled out $165 in fees yesterday for my one child with more to come. This is just more than I can handle.

Oh yeah....in the last week in my office I've apparently made 3 costly mistakes (mind you, one of them I'm not convinced that I made but I can't prove otherwise so the customer always wins), all because I can't keep up with the workload in the 4 days I have to do it. We're at the airline's mercy (ha! oxymoron) here and when they pull a fare on a booking that I couldn't finish because of having to be somewhere else for Marc in the evening so I can't stay overtime that night I get hit with the mess that comes out of it.

Sorry...ranting...pissed...tired of everything....just want to get up and walk away from everything and never be heard from again. I don't think it would matter in the long run. Good heavens.........


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!