sgctxok,
Yes... I could be rationalizing it into a way that it feels easier to deal with. Jumping to the end before it gets here. Taking a ore-emptive strike so to speak. That could be dangerous. There are so many thing in DR that mirror our relationship. I am trying to do everything right, but I do get quite dejected at times. of town until Monday and I have not been texting or calling at all... Only in response to hers, and I keep those short. She texted me last night "been thinking of you..." Maybe the time apart will help..