There really isn't a whole lot for me to do either. I'm not in the driver's seat when it comes to this. All I can do is be me and continue to better and work hard.
Things seem very clear to me now. The only thing that is a little blurry is the line between hope and expectations. I was always taught or had this "knowing" to picture what it is I desire and act as if it already has happened while working toward it. This is a little different I suppose. It is out of my hands.
I know better than to ask God for any one specific thing. I can't view myself in this place of scarcity and I can't view God as someone who withholds all things from us for whatever reason. He doesn't work that way.
All I can do is have faith and trust.
I believe without I doubt that at this moment I am on the path to something great and it's not for me to know.
