I appreciate that it’s not easy, sometimes you just want to spit don’t you?
More like puke lol
The concert was ace last night. I made a conscious effort not to look for h although I think I spied him by accident - damn! I was also hiding from the Stewards there as I didn't really fancy a conversation but I got spied buy a really lovely lady who I used to know well and we talked. I thought I got away with the whole h thing and then she said at the end 'what's your other half up to these days'. I just said 'oh he's working at...'. I never really know what to say, I just can't quite yet seem to say we aren't together anymore.
The music was very rousing and they used the organ which is just colossal and you really feel it in the chest when it is played.
I hadn't replied to the email at that point as I was still thinking it over and h sent me a text at the interval asking if I received his email. Honestly, he sometimes takes ages to answer mine yet if I don't he always chases me. Cheek! Anyway, I've answered him now. But nice that at least I crossed his mind, hah and he texted me when he was out with ow!
It was so lovely not to have to worry about getting home and just enjoy the concert. Yay, for London Transport even if there were a load of weirdos on the bus last night!
