Hi Sunny, Thanks 4 positive thoughts & well wishes. I appreciate it. The apartment search is getting to me. We saw one last night in a part of Bk I didn't even know existed. It felt like some mad max movie - it was so scary. So bad that I verbally agreed to take the next place I saw. The owner thinks I'm coming today to sign paperwork. But it's not the right place. I was feeling so desperate yesterday. This is the best I've seen, but it isn't it.
Lastnight I textd Marky about the docs on his flash cz I don't think he knows 2 put on his hd. Maybe should have injected humor, but I just did quick info. He responded within a couple mn saying, ok thx. He didn't have to reply, but he did. And he did so right away. I'll take it as another tiny positive. I feel like I just want to shake him and tell him to snap him out of it. Enough already. Miss him more than ever. I'm so stressed and feel so alone.
Meanwhile, I've changed the puppy's food and she's having the worst diarrhea. The smell has woke me up the past 2 a.m.s Disgusting and I'm sure glad BF isn't here for this! Ha ha. This would really put him over the edge.
