I am still here. Things are going ok. I have a lot of explaining to do to my family as to why she is not around as she has always been in the past. If Gucci is around I am totally on board with his approach to handle this. I am really getting pissed at her for not being there. I have never missed a family event of hers. I don't want a divorce but this her acting totally selfish and seeking instant gratification is totally ridiculous and I am really pissed at her. So I questioned her on sleeping her on sleeping with her cell phone under her pillow and taking her phone with her to the shower with her but come on that is just not right. And I deserve more than someone that is a little bit more honest than that. I am really pissed right now want to let her know right now what I think about her.
"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33
