Sorry to hear that. Is there a possibility of things working out? Or are you continuing to have faith that things will work out?
well as I alluded to a few posts back which your reply was based off of, I mentioned that hse had thrown in the towel once again. This tends to be the pattern that she has all along displayed. I just wouldn't have any idea if she is coming or going. She is the epitome of an emotional talker with seemingly zero interest or ability (not sure which) at editing in the least what rolls off her tongue.
Over the course of this year definite strides were made in our R ..surely from my POV, but perhaps only from my POV. Beginning with the New Years wondrous surprise declaration on her part that she was prepared and willing to step up and begin renovating a new R with me for which the words 're-building our M' & ' I know that I am meant to be with you' were included.
During both my vacation weeks, one in late January and the other in mid June we were together for the majority of the week. In the June vaca period I had the incredible happening of my W selecting off the movie store shelf, Fireproof . Guess it was just a cruel joke of sorts.
This spring she was doing amazingly well at totally reforming her diet and excerise habits. Those kinds of things had in short duration happened many times before but this time was noticeably different as it had seemed to have reached the stage of habit formation (which as I just had refreshed from Wifey's thread is 3 weeks ..thx Kjo). SHe was really coming around. Her countenance changed, attitude, confidence, smile, optimism. SHe was just plain healthier. This was all before heading in to the surgeon for her nip/tuck thingamajig. And the other major thing which would throw a wrench or at least place a very heavy extra burden on her was having to return to work after being on leave for about 5 months. She has now been back to work for nearly two months. And she is still trying (I wouldn't know how hard cuz we haven't lived under the same roof for the longest time)to reaclimate herself to the "real world" and be able to make the necessary accomodation to stay on a path of healthy living. From what I have been witness to, this is not going very well at all.
And who knows where things are at with her and her ...aaee hmm ..co-worker.
very weird indeed... it took place in my grandparents house from about 20 years back (when they were among us). The house had a rec room in the basement which was the main entertainment room with fireplace, tv, piano, recliners and a couch.
Well somehow the prominence of the dream was centered around the fireplace. In that fireplace not only was there a roaring fire but my blondie spoiled rotten child "Rue" was just kinda hanging out in the fireplace looking out through the flames and seemingly oblivious to the environs she was in.
when your strange ..faces come out of the rain ..when your strange ..doo deu doo dooduue de duuh
I was in the dream, my knucklehead brother was there with me and then there was the Rue-cicle. Our accomodations and vantage point was quite a bit better than her's.
feel free to sound off .. and interupt my craziness.
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It pretty well sticks with me and was duly noted by my mom that when I was a wee one that I would always be unwilling to stay down after I had been "put down" (not a bad soundin' thing when thought of in the veterinarian sense) for the night. As soon as I was old enough to do something other than crawl, I would invariably make my way down the steps in a diaper or whatever and go check up on what i might be missin out on.
The more things change, the more they stay the same. Plus ca change ..plus c'est la meme chose.
