Ashlee- I know all too well how it can happen a 3rd, 4th, 5th time. Because they give you hope with the promise it is over which is what you are wanting to hear so you believe it, even if it is with some doubt. At least he is saying it, he isn't saying no contact and then doing it anytway. I don't feel like I have alot of advise to give because I'm dealing with a similar thing and I don't think I'm doing it very well. But I want you to know you are not alone and you are not crazy to get "fooled" over and over because they are good at keeping our hope alive so we don't go too far. I am praying for you.