I am glad to hear that you had those type of revelations. I see it as you coming face to face with the hard truth and you have risen above those truths already by setting your bounderies.

Doubt and guilt are two of the easiest emotions that make us lose our focus on what is best for ourselves. I agree with what everyone is saying, when you lose your focus, reread your posts.

I would like to ask why you are waiting to delete the posts for the internet? Is there a reason for waiting? How was your IC today? What happen there?

Stay strong, girl. We are here for you anytime. I wish I could give my personal info to you so you could call anytime to chat and vent. I am thinking of you.

Me-31
Him-28
D1-9
D2-6
Married 5-06
Seperated 12-07
He filed 1-08
Reconciled 4-08 D dropped 7-08
Bomb dropped about H's activities outside the marriage 4-21-09
Filed for D 4-28-09
Trying to make a go of it 6-09