H just told me that the decision he made last night regarding OW (i.e. he will have no more contact) is NO LONGER his decision and he "doesn't know. I just don't know."

I am sick and tired of hearing that. I am sick and tired of feeling like a d@mn fool.

Just when I start to feel strong, start to move ahead and feel confident, H drags me in with false hope.

I'm angry. Very angry.


Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10