Thanks for the insight Pigskin, GIMA & Coach. It's nice to get a man's perspective.

I am more confused today than I have been in a while.

I am exhausted.

I have so many questions and so little answers.

It's hard to believe I've only been at this for a little over two months, it feels more like two years.

On a positive note...my faith and spirituality have grown tremendously. For that, I am truly Blessed.

Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10