Hugs to you K. I have been in your shoes. I know it has little value at this point, but I promise you that you will recover. Allow yourself some time to absorb the shock and disappointment, and to grieve. You will pass through the experience in time, your heart will heal, and you will be happy again. As difficult as it is to believe, trust me. Take care of yourself. May you find all the love and support that a community of friends and family provide.
