On the verge of a meltdown.

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Well it just ain't easy is it.
Had our support hearing today.we both wound up dropping our complaints and it was a was.what a crock. I feel so violated
and humiliated and used.she knew just about every body in the Domestic Relations office.turns out she plays softball with them and probation dept.I am most likely going to have to either give up the house to her or lose it. I can't carry the mortgage.her lawyer said she would pay the mortgage if I moved out.(aarrrgh)

Just got off the phone with the W.S12 wants to come to hang out.
I said o.k then I had a momment of weakness I brought up the R.I know, I know but I saw an opportunity and what the He!! do I have to lose.W said she has seen some positive changes in me but doesn't know if it is enough (wouldn't elaborate)and the classic ILYBINILWY.then she told me she her lawyer suggested to try for exclusive rights to the home it was a 50/50 chance but would require another retainer.(just wants her money).so I am in quite a pickle with no jar.
Anybody with some enlightenment would be welcome.
Thanks
God Bless