Soooo many positives. But what I am finding out is that sometimes were our own worst enemies... There have been some very nice times here at home with wife. We've been drinking margaritas watching Harry potter movies. Looking at old slides. Wife is impressed with the deck I built around the pool and patio.(she does not tell me but I have heard from others what she has told them. BUT every night wife still goes to her room and me to mine. What my problem is now is when I have been going out "GALing" I have been looking at and checking out Other ladies...I have been having second thoughts if it is all worth it. I hope we turn the corner soon. My mind is willing but my body is weak. I am trying to hold out until our son is back in school so we will have some “alone time”. It is hard to keep up the “positive Doc” around wife when I keep getting these Negative thoughts about my marriage. As it is now I have to concisely make an effort to be positive. Wife made arraignments to see the king tut exhibit here in SF next Wednesday so that should be fun and give me more opportunities to show wife the new me..
Later Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
