I don't know that I am in any positioh to give you anything else. At this point, what your W is thinking is anyone's guess.
But you are doing well Dear. You have handled this mess admirably, and personally I think you should continue to do so. In the long run, only you will deal with the repercussions of how you handle all of this. And right now, that is the most important thing.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..