I am trying. At this point, it's a matter of sanity or not. He asked me to talk to my therapist about my "go to" when I'm upset, which he says is to become mean, vindictive and threatening. I talked to her about it. We are going to work on a few things but she said the same thing to me that I said to him, which made me feel better "For 8 months plus, you've really been through hell....what's he expect? Big smiles and thank yous for all of this?" She went on that he might have a point but he's not doing much in dealing with his role in all of my issues, anger and upset-ness. (That's not a word, I know, but you understand.)
So I'm still working on somethings for me. But I am going to take this break and I'm going to walk away for a few days and just not deal. I HAVE to. Pretty much at my emotional "are you kidding me?"
