I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

Well if it was all a manipulation (and I agree that it was), then that means he doesn't miss me, care about me or love me..doesnt it?

I'm very worried about our upcoming anniversary next month. I don't know how I'm going to be able to handle it. It'll be a day of mourning, like an anniversary of a death rather than a wedding.

AGH! WHATEVER! Stop thinking. Just stop thinking..

I went for a nice walk to the post office to drop off packages (it was not fun lugging it in this heat! was sweating like a pig, but it was a good workout anyway!). It was a good walk, nice to breathe the fresh air although it was stuffy, humid air. I was feeling ok until I was walking back - it just hit me thinking about his actions, and I got SO angry. I thought taking the walk would calm me down. Didn't. But thats OK. Isolated incident. Will still go for walks despite anger, while snapping my rubber band!

I have to pack 20 more items today and have it dropped off tomorrow. I'm going to spend tomorrow packing. I have this huge bookcase that my friend is going to buy from me and I have to sort through everything in it and pack it all up into boxes. That's going to take awhile! It'll keep me busy.