I'm just seeing this now... I can't add to what the others have said... I feel so badly for you; I hope you can take some comfort in knowing that there are so many here who barely know you, but who care so deeply about your well-being.
I'm so sorry you have to deal with this...
Hugs,
AlexEN
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