I am a huge sucker for 80's music!

Yes it may feel passive and you do know it is about you, however I know your objective and it is indeed the same as mine...

As for it sinking in....

I don't know to be honest - That is something I wrestle with myself - We have to go on faith that it is indeed sinking in otherwise what are we doing?

Keep Your Faith my friend...That is what gets me through this smile

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~