I just don't get her mindset, I suppose never will.
She's telling her friends now, she needs to hurry up and get this D done, and hopes that it goes well to just get this over with.
Last nights comments, about what she wants, and her reply of Freedom, happiness, loving relationship, prosperity, all the things I could never have with you, and never did, etc..
It would seem that there's no way that we are going to reconcile. That's sad, but I know that either way I will be ok. I have dropped the rope for a while now, and I'll continue to focus on me, and protect my d8 as best I can.
That's the darned hardest thing to get my head around, how to protect d8 through all these changes.
Need to work on some more GAL stuff....
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
