Putting Out the Fire with Gasoline...

[blindsided1]

Today would have been my 4th wedding anniversary. It's hard to believe that I'm divorced one week before our anniversary. It's been a bit of a rough morning. I've been poking at some open wounds. The one that stands out is the idea that he walked out on me when I was 6 weeks pregnant. It was a high risk pregnancy. We could have lost her and he didn't even care. As a matter of fact, he threw his new relationship in my face. It was the most hurtful thing I have ever been through. Then he has the nerve to say to me "make sure you don't lose that baby. It's the only chance you have of me coming home."

I am having a hard time forgiving him, lately.