I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

Thanks mac -

everyone already knows who the better person is
and thats not me being arrogant, I actually do not know one person that likes them. I might go, I might not. There might be something going on with my friends that they might invite me to. We'll see.

So I got a reply from the H.
By the way, I wrote what Coach had suggested....and here was his reply:

"I'm sorry you feel that way B, I really didn't mean for things to turn out like this
and I never wanted you to come out with those kind of words.
You don't have to do anything on my behalf, and I know you don't want my life
to be easy or for things to move on for me.
I know you want pain for me and you want me to hurt, like you.
So, all I wanted was a signature, that's all, to recognise that we got married.
No meeting, no implications, no further tasks, just a signature, a one off.
I know you don't want this now and I'm sorry I contacted you.
I was getting close to meeting you to thinking that it was possible to have a
conversation, but it seems that we both need more time now.
I don't know what stuff you have of mine but if there is some stuff I guess I should
take it off your hands, I'm sorry I left it there for you to have to deal with.
I have always wanted to meet you and talk, but finding the strength to do it has been
too hard.
I just want you to know that.
I'm hoping that you're relocating to somewhere that will make you happy and that
you can have a chance at moving on, you deserve it more than I ever will.
I still miss you B,
D



He still misses me?? He doesn't even want to know where I'm moving to, he doesn't even know if he'll ever see me again and it doesn't even matter to him. I just don't understand any of this at all! This is such a feckin headwreck!