This has to be so terrible to read and see the deception after holding on and sticking it out for so long.
At least there is now going to be some closure. But it will take time for you to heal from this tremendous pain he has caused.
However, you need to be very careful in regards to coparenting and not speaking badly of him around the kids. He is still their father, and as I understand from your postings, he is good with the kids.
As long as you focus on the kids well being, it will help to get you through this.
You may not believe it now, but there may come a time when you will lose the rage and hurt for what he has done.
As Bworl has said, there is a good life after this ordeal awaiting you.
