Thanks so, so much, friends, for checking in on me! Really is lovely to get that welcome back!
Actually, its one of the things I`m finding about being in this crisis-it really does help me appreciate the kindness of others-and beauty/life/fun/everything else that`s good in life! So there are positives!
Didn`t see or hear from H until late last night. Came home three hours late from work, just at the point when DS11 remarked "Where is Dad" . H walks in and I said "Hey there your are!DS was just asking where you were!"like as if we were back in the good old days, not even meaning to-it just came out.H mumbled something and that was it, our convo over for the night!
One of my GAL things has being to get back into yoga, so later on he came up to the bedroom and found me standing on my head, walked right by me and said nothing. I thought it was funny-I mean it isn`t every day you see your spouse standing on his/her head I thought it might have been worth a comment from him!
He did talk to DS 11-not much to the other two. I left him to it-he really needs time with the three of them. And he has been fixing one of the showers. So maybe he`s not apartment hunting just yet. He slept in my room while I was away but opted for the guestroom again last night.
That`s it really. Nothing exciting to report. My sis has invited me down to her place next week but I`m begining to think I may stay put here as I don`t want to run away from things again so soon.
