Journaling,

Well, I am positive that H has received the cards that the kids and I sent to him for his birthday. I haven't gotten a text message from him saying thanks for the card and I guess I should not expect one. He will probably thank the kids for the cards that they sent the next time that he calls them.

I really have to work harder on GALing. Seems like my thoughts are consumed about him and what is going through his mind. Right now I am angry with myself for letting his behaviors bother me. I just thought it was a nice gesture to send him a card for his birthday. Maybe for our anniversary in October I will just send a Happy Anniversary text. Maybe I won't acknowledge it at all.

I will be going to school for Medical Billing and Coding in September. I am excited to be studying for a new career field. My schedule will be pretty full with the girls starting first and second grade also. I won't have idle time to be sitting around thinking about if our M is going to survive or not or trying to figure out if H is going thru a MLC or when is he going to come to his senses.

I have been wanting to buy myself a pair of skates for awhile now. I have not went skating in years but my girls got new skates for their birthdays and I would like to teach them how.
Looks like I have a gal activity for tommorrow smile


Me:34
H:34
D:7
D:6
D:3
T:20years
M:10years
Bomb: Feburary 2009
Separated: May 2009
EA confirmed March 2010