well, she pissed me off really bad today! i think we are done! she is just too controling and selfish for me to put myself through this..
in short she had decided to tell me today that some days she wants to be back and other times no. she is happy now, and we will never work out. i told her ok, and i said i will still be your friend but i said I wanted some time to myself (past posts show how she always contacts me) she flipped said im too up/dn and called me an ass
I waited several hours and texted her back and pretty much held nothing back at all. (didn't bring up the past though) told her how she treats me and the kids ect. told her i was done and to leave me alone! she kept texting me back with her comments and shots at me and each time i told her to stop it and leave me alone! it got so bad i lost my cool told her I now hated her she wrote me back saying WOW i cant belive you and had the crying smilie face.
I decided I now have the hardest road ahead of me and that is to not allow her to contact me unless it is only for the kids. i always found hope with her mixed messages and her constant texts and phone calls but she did this..
it was a step back? or as my friends say a step forward with my life.
as much as I hate to give up on our marraige i guess it is prob best. i know I should be happier and i can find a more honest person to share my life with.
