Kalni... I am just sick for you. I've wanted to throw up all night, after reading your initial update. You have truly done more than any other human being would do. Get some rest. Get some meds, if necessary. Just know that YOU can look in the mirror and be proud of the reflection.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.