Oh, MJ, I am so sorry that you have that picture in your head! I'm glad that you had your mom's to go to to get away from it, your friend to be there for you, and that you didn't buy groceries before you left!
"So the whole week while I was gaining strength in the Lord, he was off playing in his sin." - you are the clear winner here! At least you can rest in that knowledge and hold your head up high.
I don't know what advice to offer you. I wish I did. Just stay strong.
