Just thought Id leave a post to let people know I am still alive and kicking.
Things are still moving along but I have more confidence now then ever that my M will survive. We had a blow up a while ago but in the long run it was probably good for us.
The bad news is that I didnt make it back to Australia for Christmas and I am still in India. The business funding still hasnt come through although we have two proposals from investors. I cant leave here until this is done and sorted out and if I did go back now I would have no option other to sell everything and hopefully avoid bankruptcy. Oh well that is life.
But through this my wife has been very supportive. She spent Christmas alone by herself, had a few tears but has kept supporting me. While she doesnt like me being here she says that she understands and I can tell that she is genuinely missing me as I am her.
I know in myself I have to make a hard decision soon about what I do over here. I am waiting here for an email from on of the potential investors saying that he is in agreement (he told me over the phone 2 days back he is but I want to see it in writing). if this happens I am off to Dubai on Monday and will hopefully have it complete by the end of next week. Anyway there is nothing more I can do with this except hope that it comes together.
I am just looking forward to getting home for a bit and being with my W. We talk at least twice a day and things are getting very comfortable in our interactions. I do feel for her, she has to handle all of the creditors we have in Australia which include 5 notifications of court action. So she is under a lot of pressure and when she gets angry I know it is at the situation and not at me, so I treat it like this. I have found that we can now work through most things and in the long term being able to do this over the distance apart and with the difficulties we are facing makes me think that we can get through anything.
Anyway back to the grind stone for me - it has now been over six weeks since I have had a day off and I could really use a break.
Hope all is well with everybody.
Andrew
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To go forward you have to put the past behind you
