"I wasn't expecting anything, but when it really didn't happen, it got me sad."
You just contradicted yourself right there. You have to get rid of your expectations so that they don't come off as a needy vibe from you.
I'm sure you had a hang dog expression after you didn't get anything back. You can't give your power and control away to her like that. She's confused. Don't let her make you confused as well.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.