I am so glad that I was able to help you. That site has really helped me to when people told me there was no chance. Even now it looks hopeless. At times I wanted to quit and walk away. But that site rejubinated me to keep standing for my M and does every day. I try to pass it along to others as well in hopes that maybe it will give them more faith to continue standing and praying while they wait for their S to return. At the same time, don't quit working on yourself. You want to make sure you are ready when he returns. Also, it could be a long ride. So just be patient and keep faith and keep praying.
If you happen to search for FaithfulH and read his thread, he directed me to that site. He was able to restore his M and now helps others. He met Bob and Charlene twice in Florida and says they are really great people.
I am now part of a standers group as well that FaithfulH is in. I'm glad you are not giving up. I am not either.
I'm doing ok. I am just continuing to pray and read things on the rejoice ministries site each day as well as take life one day at a time. I used to look into the future with such dispair. Now its one day at a time and trusting and having faith that God will restore my M in his perfect timing as long as I follow him and do his will while praying for my W to return to Him and our M.
Keep looking through that site. There are a lot of scriptures, and devotions and a charlene cares daily email you can subscribe to and Saturday testimonies for God working in people's M's as well as on the front page a daily 5 minute message from Charlene that I listen to every day to get my morning started with encouragement. Scroll down to the bottom of the page and there are a ton of links for more encouragement you can click on.
If there is anything more I can do to help you, please let me know. I will continue to check in on you and see how you are doing.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...