Just hang in there. There are better days and worse days, and its hard to tell how it will all go. Just make sure you do some GALing and hang in there. It will get better and get worse all at the same time, but if you work on yourself, you'll come out a better person in the end.
Me: 35 W: 31 D10, S7, S2, S11 months M: 11 years Tricked into separation. In Last Resort.
My story: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1800530#Post180053