This weekend was my weekend with my girls and we had a great time. On Sunday I decided that we would have dinner at my new apartment so we went to the grocery store across the street.This is the same store that we have been going to for the last 9 years. While shopping my 23 month old started to throw a tantrum because I would not let her out of the shopping cart. I only planned to be in the store for 15 minutes or so. She cried the whole time. When we were walking out of the store I spotted my wife coming in the door at the opposite end of the store! I was so suprised to see her there that I blurted out before thinking,"there is mommy." My D7 then wanted to go say hi. I did not want D23 months to see her because I knew it would only make miss mommy more. I told D7 she could go say hi but that she had to come back so we could go have dinner. I waited a few minutes and she was coming back with mommy.(oh the joys of divorce!) It is these kinds of things that make me so sad for my kids. Do we really have to do this for the rest of their lives? Wife asks if she needed to take D23 months home with her but I said no, "we are going to have dinner at my appartment." She was fine with it. My daughter was screaming at the top of her lungs "mommy!mommy!" I am sure that my wife could hear it as we left the store.
We got to my appartment and had a good time eating frozen pizza and carrot sticks. I still need to buy plates,cups,bowls,a bed for myself and D7 but money is getting tight. My car cost me $1500 last week and a couple days ago it started a new problem! Staying focused and under control though. Life is not over.
Me 35 Wife 34 Two daughters 8 years and 3 years Bomb 3/30/09 W filed 4/16/09 We met in'92 married in 2000 Divorce final
