I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

I'm so scared to put my email up to be honest, you guys are going to rip it apart and tell me how nuts I am!! hehe

But its a good thing. Please keep in mind, I am going about this as if it is over because right now, in my heart, I don't believe there is a chance for it working out. So the email has a lot of stuff that I've been wanting to get off my chest and things I've always wanted to say to him, and I'm using it as my closure that I never got. I'd rather move on right now to be honest.