Morning everyone. Slept pretty restlessly last night here at in-laws. S and I had one room while W and D had another.
I had my first nightmare about the D. in my dream, W had already filed for D and gave me the papers while we were at my in-laws. Good God, now even my subconcious is getting in the act, or is it just finally manifesting itself? Either case, its just a dream.
Maybe my dream was prompted by something my FIL said last night about something I showed him with his tv remote last time I was here. He said he really liked the tip and that the "would be my legacy.". What?! I'm not planning on leaving or dying! Jolted me at first, but I quickly let it go.
The dream did bring up a memory from the week before W dropped the bomb. I had a dream W was having an affair. I did not think much of it, and, like all weird dreams, I told my W about it. She actually brought this up when she dropped the bomb - she said me telling her was "nice" only she was being very sarcastic. WTF, now Ikm being blamed for my dreams?!?!!!
So just now, my MIL walks in and hands me the electronic files for the taxes she filed for my business last year "so the person who does my taxes next year" will have that information. Great. Why do I get the feeling everyone is backing away from me?
We drive home today. I expect we will have a pleasant trip with talk about anything except us - obviously I won't have that conversation in front of the kids.
Praying for strength, honor, patience and love. I feel my love for W slowly dying.
I am actually doing better than I sound in my post. But, I do not think things are moving in a positive direction.
